Saturday, August 23, 2003
che khande dare donia
emrooz S az man meporsid chegdhar doostesh daram,
manam goftam 54, bichare bazi ra balad nabood ke beporse az chand ta, manam yadesh nadadam, chon oonvaght nemidoonestam chee begam.
ba in baba emrooz dashtam ahrf emzadam, he end up getting my personal number, i asked him if he wants my birthday, date, ...
he gone call me in an hour, i did lots of thing that i change his mind to calling him, i even told him i wouldn't do athe same thing. but he will calll
I am listening to joy division," love will tear us apart" and before that clod play, I was over him, but agian, ....
I looked at his profile again, I promissed my self that i should delet his pic from my comp,
but I haven't done that yet,...
In the mornign when i haven't open my eyes in my bed, i was again thinking of him,
khare googoolie man :)
be ghoole in baba who is goen give me acall in an hour, we fell in luv with those who we know we can't get. and i strongly belive in taht,
remember one of those only days, that i was talkign to him, and i just noticed he is short . and then i didn't have any feeling after taing with him,
and also taht day, taht I didn't see him in lab, i was totally ok,
and I know I am just in luv with " love" adamesh mohem nist, jaye makhmalbaf khali, " asheghe eshgham"
love will tear us apart
Comments-[ comments.]
emrooz S az man meporsid chegdhar doostesh daram,
manam goftam 54, bichare bazi ra balad nabood ke beporse az chand ta, manam yadesh nadadam, chon oonvaght nemidoonestam chee begam.
ba in baba emrooz dashtam ahrf emzadam, he end up getting my personal number, i asked him if he wants my birthday, date, ...
he gone call me in an hour, i did lots of thing that i change his mind to calling him, i even told him i wouldn't do athe same thing. but he will calll
I am listening to joy division," love will tear us apart" and before that clod play, I was over him, but agian, ....
I looked at his profile again, I promissed my self that i should delet his pic from my comp,
but I haven't done that yet,...
In the mornign when i haven't open my eyes in my bed, i was again thinking of him,
khare googoolie man :)
be ghoole in baba who is goen give me acall in an hour, we fell in luv with those who we know we can't get. and i strongly belive in taht,
remember one of those only days, that i was talkign to him, and i just noticed he is short . and then i didn't have any feeling after taing with him,
and also taht day, taht I didn't see him in lab, i was totally ok,
and I know I am just in luv with " love" adamesh mohem nist, jaye makhmalbaf khali, " asheghe eshgham"
love will tear us apart
Monday, August 18, 2003
total nightmare comes true!
taking 2 course with Crandale and 1 course + lab with Stre...
actually it couls be worst, could be 2 course with stre, :)
I should just have my Obohat, and aberoorizi nakonam jolo fingilihaye 2nd yr, thats all I am afrid of,
I will be a big momy then!
hehhehe
keep ur strength momy!
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taking 2 course with Crandale and 1 course + lab with Stre...
actually it couls be worst, could be 2 course with stre, :)
I should just have my Obohat, and aberoorizi nakonam jolo fingilihaye 2nd yr, thats all I am afrid of,
I will be a big momy then!
hehhehe
keep ur strength momy!
Wednesday, August 06, 2003
hey
i was gettin to the point that maybe I am some how spoiled although i hate that word. Or put it in nice way, ppl loves me so much, the point is do I deserve that?
tomoroow at 6:45 i gone be in bus going to toronto and then Montreal,and tonight Helia came to our place, it was my duty to clean up the house cuz was my guess ,...
and it turns up that mom made my bed, clean the washrooms, and grandma, washed my skirt, and t- shirt and other things, and she was making food for me and my firend till 11:00 tonight,
r n't they loving me too much, and do every thing for me?
maybe I should see these kindness more often and be thankful of.
and maybe thats y i dont' stand up in my life, cuz i have evry thing ready for me.
although its hard to talk about this. but seems its a truth,
i should only find out how to be thankful and precious of wat i have and also be able to standup on my own, and not waite for other ppl to do my job, from grandma till k, from cleaning up my room till a smile,
and how to be powerful, and have a real self confidence
luv u babay
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i was gettin to the point that maybe I am some how spoiled although i hate that word. Or put it in nice way, ppl loves me so much, the point is do I deserve that?
tomoroow at 6:45 i gone be in bus going to toronto and then Montreal,and tonight Helia came to our place, it was my duty to clean up the house cuz was my guess ,...
and it turns up that mom made my bed, clean the washrooms, and grandma, washed my skirt, and t- shirt and other things, and she was making food for me and my firend till 11:00 tonight,
r n't they loving me too much, and do every thing for me?
maybe I should see these kindness more often and be thankful of.
and maybe thats y i dont' stand up in my life, cuz i have evry thing ready for me.
although its hard to talk about this. but seems its a truth,
i should only find out how to be thankful and precious of wat i have and also be able to standup on my own, and not waite for other ppl to do my job, from grandma till k, from cleaning up my room till a smile,
and how to be powerful, and have a real self confidence
luv u babay
Tuesday, August 05, 2003
hey
today I went and told Dr. Reedyk about taking thursday adn Friday off, and she told me that my contract will finish much before I tought, adn its gone finish at the end of this weeek...
u know its kinda sad, makes me feel i'm already missing every thing here, Mark, Lab, k, and all of his stories, its so out of my plan.
lifee passes so fast, before even u kknow it,
this summer feels like it finish much faster tahn last yr, i have a feeling that i was here just for 1 month, Did I get 6 pay check?maybe 4, aand thats right.
I still can't belive taht, mybe cuz this summer i had k story going on. and that was my procces in this summer, wat was my other acompolished? did i get smarter? which was my hope this summer, ? well at least i get the point that if i "talghin" it to my self, and I open my eyes I can win the "spidee" game.
This summer I also had teh day taht was my most unthinkable day. the day that I mix up our postal code.!
and I had those sweat days of feeling luv, ( kamo bish), and i had those days to remind my self, taht I am teh one who can make my self feel diffrent not waat happens around me, i had day of power, when k didn't call me back, the day that i broke my record, in gym and walking fast to home, aand i had days of getting over k, and I had days of jelousy and being upset y soem other ppl have fun!( u know who, k!) days of 98 ppl list, and dayS of ROLLING STONE,
But all I am suree now, is I did try, i did go for wat i wanted, andI had days of choosing between GOing for wat I want or giving up, I choosed GOING. /wat amoo used to say i am missing,/
I think my summer was posetive, although I didn�t have a bf this summer, or soem real one around, But I learned alot about my self.
How to talk ,/ not finishing my sentences so fast, if i have s.t else about the subject to talk about( and taking care of precious moment of now, and trying to feel happy inside out, I gone go now to be on time "smily face!
Comments-[ comments.]
today I went and told Dr. Reedyk about taking thursday adn Friday off, and she told me that my contract will finish much before I tought, adn its gone finish at the end of this weeek...
u know its kinda sad, makes me feel i'm already missing every thing here, Mark, Lab, k, and all of his stories, its so out of my plan.
lifee passes so fast, before even u kknow it,
this summer feels like it finish much faster tahn last yr, i have a feeling that i was here just for 1 month, Did I get 6 pay check?maybe 4, aand thats right.
I still can't belive taht, mybe cuz this summer i had k story going on. and that was my procces in this summer, wat was my other acompolished? did i get smarter? which was my hope this summer, ? well at least i get the point that if i "talghin" it to my self, and I open my eyes I can win the "spidee" game.
This summer I also had teh day taht was my most unthinkable day. the day that I mix up our postal code.!
and I had those sweat days of feeling luv, ( kamo bish), and i had those days to remind my self, taht I am teh one who can make my self feel diffrent not waat happens around me, i had day of power, when k didn't call me back, the day that i broke my record, in gym and walking fast to home, aand i had days of getting over k, and I had days of jelousy and being upset y soem other ppl have fun!( u know who, k!) days of 98 ppl list, and dayS of ROLLING STONE,
But all I am suree now, is I did try, i did go for wat i wanted, andI had days of choosing between GOing for wat I want or giving up, I choosed GOING. /wat amoo used to say i am missing,/
I think my summer was posetive, although I didn�t have a bf this summer, or soem real one around, But I learned alot about my self.
How to talk ,/ not finishing my sentences so fast, if i have s.t else about the subject to talk about( and taking care of precious moment of now, and trying to feel happy inside out, I gone go now to be on time "smily face!
Friday, August 01, 2003
chizhayeest ke nemidanam, ( Sohrab)
nemidanam chetour adam metoone tarafdare AC/DC bashe,
man aghe in barname ro tooy tv medidam va esme programesh ra nemidoonestam, fekr mekardam ke joke,
ama jedi kodoom kahri mere AC/DC bebine, va kodoom adame agheli metoone bege ke in concert khili jaleb boodo gahshang? aslan man jaryane rock ra nemifahmam, oonam vase mardome adi, i think i am missing some thing very big heree, 1/4 of jamiate toronto! ino mefahman va man na!
ajibe ha
shayad age be man 100$ medaadand meraftam tooy in aftab rock goosh bedam, shayadam na, saati 10$ mearze tooy oon aftab, rock goosh dadan?
va nemidanam ke cheotur ye shahree 2 miliooni metooni parki dashteh bashe ke jam,iate 450 000 raaa dar khoodesh ja bedee,
va nemidoonam cheotury az yek chenin shahri va shahraye atrafesh chetour 450 000 naafar jam meshan vase ye concert, mesle in memoone ke tooy tehrane 10 milooni ye parki bashe ke jamiate 2.5 milooni ra tooy khoodesh ja bede, va 2.5 miloon ham adam bian vase ye concert, ! vase foote emam ham inghadr adam naioomad, ! feekr konam fagaht age jamile biad beraghse inhame adam jam sahn tooy tehran!
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nemidanam chetour adam metoone tarafdare AC/DC bashe,
man aghe in barname ro tooy tv medidam va esme programesh ra nemidoonestam, fekr mekardam ke joke,
ama jedi kodoom kahri mere AC/DC bebine, va kodoom adame agheli metoone bege ke in concert khili jaleb boodo gahshang? aslan man jaryane rock ra nemifahmam, oonam vase mardome adi, i think i am missing some thing very big heree, 1/4 of jamiate toronto! ino mefahman va man na!
ajibe ha
shayad age be man 100$ medaadand meraftam tooy in aftab rock goosh bedam, shayadam na, saati 10$ mearze tooy oon aftab, rock goosh dadan?
va nemidanam ke cheotur ye shahree 2 miliooni metooni parki dashteh bashe ke jam,iate 450 000 raaa dar khoodesh ja bedee,
va nemidoonam cheotury az yek chenin shahri va shahraye atrafesh chetour 450 000 naafar jam meshan vase ye concert, mesle in memoone ke tooy tehrane 10 milooni ye parki bashe ke jamiate 2.5 milooni ra tooy khoodesh ja bede, va 2.5 miloon ham adam bian vase ye concert, ! vase foote emam ham inghadr adam naioomad, ! feekr konam fagaht age jamile biad beraghse inhame adam jam sahn tooy tehran!
Lessons for today:
1- kare emrooz ra be farda maiafkan,
2- mardom moatale to nistand.
3- if u need self confidence talk to maryam :)
4- Do even the stupidest thing with paitent and carefully, its always better to spend time even on small things and doen them perfectly, rather than screwing up the "nothing" stuff.
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1- kare emrooz ra be farda maiafkan,
2- mardom moatale to nistand.
3- if u need self confidence talk to maryam :)
4- Do even the stupidest thing with paitent and carefully, its always better to spend time even on small things and doen them perfectly, rather than screwing up the "nothing" stuff.
i just find out that i failed my philosophy course,
heife 450$
imagine wat i could have done with that much of money....
An nomreye -0- ke dadi,
dar fazaye ghaalbam afsord.
van darse eshgho mohabat
....
( baghiash ra balad nistam)!
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heife 450$
imagine wat i could have done with that much of money....
An nomreye -0- ke dadi,
dar fazaye ghaalbam afsord.
van darse eshgho mohabat
....
( baghiash ra balad nistam)!
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